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Friday, June 13, 2008

torn into pieces, 8:30 PM

it feels like a superstar. the moment i enter changing room, they shrieked. they screamed. they applaud. they hugged me. they said, 'yeay yeay yeay!! Ifa is back!' Farz has always been the 'gangster kind' among us. but, today, i see the lembut side of her which shocked me. hehe. although she is rough in speech and the way she joke but, i know she have a good heart. God! i didnt know i mean so much to everyone. hehee. and hey, i saw that little smile on Sister's face even when i never listen when she told me to go A&E stat. man! i do not want to go A&E and get them to set plug on me and run drip on me. the body was too aching to take all that.

the next thing they noticed was how thin i am now. yah yah yah. sigh. all the hard work gone. the tummy is flat. i repeat flat. Winny, you read that...? its flat! so you see, i enjoy a bulging tummy. heh. weird.

this brings me to some wild thoughts. gosh! if my condition worsen and i didnt pull through the infection, will these people cry for me...? hehee. hey the beloved ones, thank you and thanks for the messages.

they have always been like a family to me. we will sit together for lunch and tea time irregardless whether you're a doctor, senior nurse, technician, courier nurse or if you're the one who washes our toilets. we share food and buy food for one another. if one gets a prata. the whole gang will get one too. if one gets nasi lemak from JB, the whole gang will get nasi lemak from JB. thats the bond. thats the love that we all share.

i saw Azlina on the bus. how much i am thankful i saw her because i felt chills and i know if i did not pull through the chills, i'll faint. i fainted a few times that i know exactly how i will feel before i faint plus, the morning horizon seemed blurry. along the way, im more thankful i met up with Abg Roslie. it gets this brain engaged with random conversation than to think of fainting.

in theatre, we dance. Dr Asim cant help shaking his head. our scrub nurse dance too while assisting. this is one of the reasons why i look forward to work. these people are fun to work with. but of course, not everyone is nice. some of us still gets to our nerves.

i was thinking... do strong people faint...?

i am wondering... did Ross and Rachel get back to one another? i was too afraid to continue watching that i punch the stop button. even when their relationship is like a rollercoaster, ive always wanted them to be together. i totally understand the on and off relationship. its not that im dating back the exs. but, sometimes, you need maturity and different stages in life to make things right again which i repeat, will never apply to me. but, this double R is different. they have the bond and chemistry.

thats it. i am meeting man with chemistry. man with special chemistry. the one who knows what i mean without having me to explain. especially the man who understand my mood swings. well, actually, i dont swing so much anymore. no more thrill lah. its quite predictable already.

take care guys. stay healthy. its important. =)

it hurts.

Be in good health first and foremost.. Weigh ermm at least a 40kg.. To do an adv diploma in nursing.. Be an excellent & dedicated perioperative nurse. I want to canoe & rock climbing someday.. To get married! Haha.. Not so soon still..

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