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Friday, June 27, 2008
torn into pieces, 10:45 PM

yaahaa! its Friday baby.. some people made my day. Alhamdulilah. and thank you very much..

my vision m hang on me early morning. i had cold sweat and i was panicking and yeah i whined. this kind of thing how can i keep my gap shut. that piece is one of my expensive piece. i dont really mind about the cost but, its more of how much im very very devoted to it. i brought it everywhere i go even to the toilet. you can bet that. i sleep with it sometimes. it is part of my life just like my braces. so, you could guess how meaningful this means to me.

i cant stop whinning. i am so sorry. Dr Loi heard my whines. he asked, 'what is it that spoilt?' 'my vision m?' 'what is a vision m?' so, i handed him the PRECIOUS mp4. he looked at it. turn it upside down flip it again took an injection needle poke the reset button and wait for it to rebuild and bang! it works!!!!!!!!!! i almost scream and i almost hug him. im serious. i owe him big time. i thanked him several times and im kind of embarrased that he fixed my vision m. i told him, 'you not only can operate. you can fix my vision m too.' =)

well, i think my vision m is a female. she needs the touch of a male doctor. hehe. i have a new name for this little one. its going to be ermm.. Rachel! aha. Rachel Green. no no no. just Rachel. okey enough of vision m. Dr Loi, i owe you big time. thank you very very very much.

i had a big crush on this doctor during my student days. he and i will passed one another exactly at 0645 at this particular pathway. so, i looked forward to see him everyday. during those kental days, i do not know how irritating doctors can be so, i looked up upon doctors. but, not anymore now. hehe. since then, i never seen him anymore. not even during my final year. and there you are... he came to operate today. God! i just cant leave my eyes off him. he is gorgeous. its been a long time anyway. although i was upset about the vision m (at that time, we hasnt gotten it fix yet), he is a distraction for me to stop whinning. haha. he spoke to me in Malay lah wei. he is not a Malay and not a local by the way. there is something about that smile. gosh! anyway, this is just fantasy. its never going to happen and i do not want it to happen either.

my favorite girls is one of my best people in my life. can i ever have you guys replaced? never! we are attending Farz's sister's wedding. the wedding invitation invites blah blah and partner. they discussed this without me and tell me about it after that. they decided that since i do not have any PARTNER, they decided to leave their partners at home and we go as bachelorette. guys, you must know how much i love you all. i feel so special. i feel so touched. i am the only single one in the group by the way. they are always worried about me whenever we went out like Ifa nak balik macam mana ni? siapa nak hantar Ifa?

i feel so much love lately. =) Alhamdulilah. the love for the people and from the people.
i went to a seminar at AMK today. i like this sentence the vice president of Tyco company used. 'Behind every success of a man, there is a woman behind him. AND, every success of a surgeon, there is a competent nurse '
=)

it hurts.

Ifa


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Be in good health first and foremost.. Weigh ermm at least a 40kg.. To do an adv diploma in nursing.. Be an excellent & dedicated perioperative nurse. I want to canoe & rock climbing someday.. To get married! Haha.. Not so soon still..

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