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Tuesday, July 15, 2008

torn into pieces, 9:05 PM

with JCI around the corners, i am flat the moment i reached home. when a friend called asking for help, i just cant said no. thus, i had him on the line till 11.

we had Dr Ben on the list. he was teasing me throughout the operation so, at the end of the case, i told him, 'ok! here is the way out.' i held my hand to the door. Anthony was laughing and Dr Ben said, 'you are one nurse that i cannot bring to private.' hahahha. 'if you dont bring me to private, its your lost. your technique of surgery is in my fingertips!' hah! 'wah! complaining already ah.' hahaa. seriously, if he ask me to work with him in the private sector, i will consider. often than never, those doctors in the private sector are monsters.

there were 2 pieces of news that shocked me. one of my colleague broke up with her bf. the relationship is 6 years long. Oh God! 6 years is a long time. but, she is managing it well. she told me religion calms her down just like how it have done for me.

this colleague of mine is a cheerful person. never did i expected her to be a single mother and she have a teenager child. her husband remarried and have another son out of the marriage. she claimed that she is happier single.

i am happy being single. i love being independent. i thanked God for everything.

if i was given the choice to decide between separation or to stay on a long term relationship.

it would be separation. =)

i feel grateful to Allah SWT, i believe he have bigger plans for me.

it hurts.

Be in good health first and foremost.. Weigh ermm at least a 40kg.. To do an adv diploma in nursing.. Be an excellent & dedicated perioperative nurse. I want to canoe & rock climbing someday.. To get married! Haha.. Not so soon still..

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