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Sunday, August 10, 2008

torn into pieces, 11:02 PM

each time i failed to be happy in another words, upset, my mother NEVER fail to cheer me up. NEVER disappoint to cheer me. may it be from a religious advise or from a random conversation or whenever she crackes jokes.

from this incident, it shows a lot how impatient i can be or i have become. no doubt. i am always impatient. even little things like, people walking so slowly in front of me or, whenever they walked they like to switch lanes which is not easy for me to overtake. little things like this, can boils me up.

be patient is the golden words. it may be simple to say to impatient people like me but, its not easy for the impatient to absorb.

oh well. i am a human and i make mistakes and i will continue making mistakes but, hopefully not the big ones and not those that i have made. i apologise for the blow up.

i should be more bersyukur to Allah SWT for everything He have planned out for me because i believe He knows what is best for me. why question it further...?

Oh Allah.

tough time hur..

tough time..

time to save up and do the university instead. i met Rad and she was excited to tell me about taking up a degree as though she knows about my 'tak ada arah tujuan' situation. i told her to start saving up stat! i have savings but, hehe.. not enough ok! so that we can enroll together in a year or 2 years time perhaps...

ive always like this life long learning thing may it be religious studies or academic. for instance, i hasnt been to religious classes for ages and im glad very glad that i start studying in Andalus now. second sem and way to go! or is it third sem already...? =) someone ever asked me why do i need to attend religious class and it takes up the Sunday. i cannot not attend class agama. i dont know why. i feel so incomplete. very incomplete and i feel really gelisah. thats the truth.

in future, Insya'allah.. if i have the opportunity to take up a Master, i'll do it too. (self comforting) ehem!

Oh Tuhanku..
Berikanlah ketenangan abadi..
Untukku menghadapi resahnya hati ini..

i can do this. come on. got to pick up these stupid broken pieces.

it hurts.

Be in good health first and foremost.. Weigh ermm at least a 40kg.. To do an adv diploma in nursing.. Be an excellent & dedicated perioperative nurse. I want to canoe & rock climbing someday.. To get married! Haha.. Not so soon still..

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