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Wednesday, August 27, 2008

torn into pieces, 9:31 PM

this is like the only time i get to sit down alone at home in front of the laptop and blog in peace. and yes! not at work..? because i choose to go on mc today. im so tired and restless. if i dont take this little short break, i'll break people's heart. thus, i rather snug up under the covers with my favourite novel, switch on the air freshener, popped in some tablets and sleep. i have to agree that sometimes, drugs helps. =)

btw, i paid only 3 bucks on consultation fee. for a moment, im glad im an NUH staff. hah.

the theatres have been driving not only me but everyone crazy. and guess what?? they are planning to do total knee replacement (TKR) here!! wow! i am not going to be happy about this. look, this is day surgery. people come for surgery and goes home after that not mini MOT. hence, we are not equipped to do TKR or even laparotomy here. we do not have enough sets. in fact, we do not even have any sets to start TKR at all. how crazy is this...? btw, whose idea is this? i know i want to work in mot in a year or 2 years time but, come on, save the major stuff when i am in major place. thank you. =)

lately, i am feeling very very very very exhausted. i am beginning to get worried. i am DAMN tired. being in the state of tired is one thing. not able to sleep at night and have weird dreams is another! i ended up being restless in the middle of the night and at work. hence, my eyes refused the contact lens.

however, my hope the coming Ramadhan will do wonders for me. to be honest, i look forward for this coming Ramadhan. i just want to do it right this year. no more going through some stupid relationship problems. its about time i direct my energy and focus on the ibadah. there was once i told Sufie, 'fie, aku macam menyesal sebab aku tak take last year's Ramadhan seriously. terawih pun boleh dikira. buka pun macam tak buka. sebab tu bila time Raya, cengkuk nak mampus! my weight drop to 35kg. dah macam budak primary school punya weight!' all she said was, 'dah lah Ifa. yang sudah tu sudah. tahun ni buat betul-betul.' Insya'allah. in fact, i look forward for Aidilfitri too. hehee. because this year, my family is celebrating Aidilfitri with my brother-in-law! happening. sungguh happening. andddd.. i had my baju Raya tailored this year. whackko. its PINK. ive always wanted pink for raya but, you see, i cant have pink because my 'former partner' hates pink. so NOW, the single will be in PINK!! PINK songket and PINK lace! andd ermm, PINK shoes!! =)

i had the whole Ramadhan and Raya planned out. as always, every year i am in charge of the kuih-muih. i set a budget for the expense and i can decide what kuih i am going to bake. or, if i am lazy to bake them, i can buy them or order them. as for this Raya, i have a new task, i am in charge of the duit raya as well.

Insya'allah. may all of us sail through Ramadhan dalam keredhaan Allah SWT.

it hurts.

Be in good health first and foremost.. Weigh ermm at least a 40kg.. To do an adv diploma in nursing.. Be an excellent & dedicated perioperative nurse. I want to canoe & rock climbing someday.. To get married! Haha.. Not so soon still..

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