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Wednesday, October 01, 2008

torn into pieces, 9:36 PM

first, some reflection on Ramadhan. Ramadhan is an eye opener for me on a few issues about life. paling utama tentang Ramadhan for me is, Ikhlas. Setiap sesuatu yang berlaku atau dilakukan mestilah ikhlas.

Ramadhan tahun ini berbeza dengan tahun yang sudah. Alhamdulilah. first, tahun ini i bake my raya cookies with my sisters. otherwise, tahun2 mesti kena buat seorang. second, planning tahun ni menjadi. tak ada yang terkehel. third, i am not emotionally affected by anything. =) forth, i did not panjat-panjat macam monyet gantung langsir. fifth, i always use the excuse of exams! hehee. sixth, the baju is pink.

the flaws during Ramadhan is that ibadah ada sikit kurang. haid. istihadhah. haid. i lost weight too. all, im thinking now is, i want pizza EVERYDAY! and MacD breakfast!

after all the excitment today, im back in the theatre tomorrow with Lincoln Tan, urology surgeries. however, at least, its better than facing any Professors tomorrow. mentioning about work, i accidentally scratch Tim's finger with the sharp nurses' scissors. Masya'allah. i apologised repeatedly. but, all he said, 'its ok Ifa. Selamat Hari Raya.' =)

right now, i am feeling a little uncomfortable. Oh Allah. redha kan lah hati ini agar dapat menerima setiap ujian. i believe He always know my strength and weaknesses. it may affect me for awhile but im hoping it will not continue to bother me tomorrow. let this past come on. Ikhlas dengan kehendak Allah. Redha dengan setiap ujian. Sabar dengan setiap pemergian.

whenever i feel this shit, i always hope i fly to Riyadh tomorrow. i want to be so far away. sometimes, running away may be the best solution but definitely not the solution for a life time. ala kulli hal.

Redha Ifa redha. that is the key for happiness for the time being.

it hurts.

Be in good health first and foremost.. Weigh ermm at least a 40kg.. To do an adv diploma in nursing.. Be an excellent & dedicated perioperative nurse. I want to canoe & rock climbing someday.. To get married! Haha.. Not so soon still..

abby.
adee.
adi.
afdlin shauki.
azlina.
aznita.
azuwa.
belinda.
dani.
dila.
dina.
eileen.
farain.
farhana.
fauzie.
hasan.
hidayah.
huzaifah.
janna.
kak ayu.
kak azrina.
kak khatijah.
maliza.
mardia.
maria.
mastura.
mingyu.
mira.
nafisah.
neng.
nuraini.
sahara.
shafique.
shahida.
shu.
sufie.
sufian.
uma.
valerie.
winny.

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