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Saturday, September 20, 2008

torn into pieces, 12:59 PM

my driving instructor said, 'hari ni you macam khayal eh? teringatkan pasal apa?' haha.

haishh. if only you knew whats on my head, you would understand. i have exam to sit tomorrow, kuih to bake, cleaning to do and a lot more. tough period right now. andd.. have to concentrate right now. i dont deny today, i am khayal.

he said, 'at the bend, dont accelerate.' but, i accelerate. i feel that the car is soo slow. i feel lousy right now because i guess i put my expectation too high. in nursing, it is easier and quicker for me to master certain skills but, driving is so different. it takes lots of time and practice. =)

while driving, i remember someone told me, 'awk, kalau jadi student kita, i am going to have a tough time!' sempat fikir pasal benda ni semua. sigh. heh.

haha. i may be giving my instructor a tough time at this period of time, but, i make sure i do it right. because i always want to do it right at the end of the day and at the end of everything! =) if i can allow myself to make mistakes, i think others have to give such allowances as well. thats the learning process.

so now i understand.... if i become a preceptor one day, i have to accept my preceptee strength and weaknesses and not drill so much information at a time. being patients takes it all. im saying this because, naturally, i am an impatient person and i want things done fast. everyone's learning capability is different. so, you got it now, Ifa...? =)

i spoke to some of my friends who have gotten their driving license. based on that, i am left with one sentence to say... if any instructor scold me till i cry, i will ebrake and get out of the bloody car and i wont care where i stop the car! hah.

i dont usually cry when i received scoldings. i cry when i am disappointed. in fact, whenever im scolded, i scold the person back!

i brought home something to think, to reflect, to learn from. =)

it hurts.

Be in good health first and foremost.. Weigh ermm at least a 40kg.. To do an adv diploma in nursing.. Be an excellent & dedicated perioperative nurse. I want to canoe & rock climbing someday.. To get married! Haha.. Not so soon still..

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