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Sunday, October 05, 2008

torn into pieces, 11:50 PM

the conversation i would want to remember.. =)

i met Hafiz today to give a LOONNGG overdue birthday present. maaf zahir dan batin je lah. hehe. he show me pictures of one of our married friend.

'Fiz, semua orang dah kahwin atau dah tunang atau dah ada anak. kita bila lagi eh?'
'lagi lama lah. aku dah plan nak duduk Singapore and belajar and belajar.'
'bagus lah kalau macam tu. i still have dreams for Riyadh.'
'bagus lah. cari pengalaman.'
'Tues, aku nak turun camp kejap.'
'eh, amacam kawan kau? aku lupa nama dia.'
'Rizal. kau dah tengok friendster dia ke belum?'
'kau suruh tengok eh? aku tak tengok lagi. besok2 ah mungkin i go check it out. tak tengok pun aku tahu dia hensem!' hehee.
'yelah aku ni siapa kan. aku kau tak pandang. jiran aku juga yang kau suka!'
'cis! jiran kau dan aku dah lama game over. hahah. dah setahun, Fiz.' =)
'Fiz, Shima amacam?'
'i bump into her a few times with her boyfriend.'
'why did the both of you broke up the last time?'
'pasal dia jealous sebab aku selalu pergi belajar dengan kau lah bodoh.'
'aku punya pasal lah ni..?'
'abeh. eh, nak buka present boleh?'
'tak boleh lah pantat! balik baru.'

as i sat next to Hafiz, i began to think if IF i ended up with Hafiz, agaknya macam mana....... mesti happening. heheh.

Hafiz and i have known each other for a long time. tak kuasa lah nak kira berapa lama. he is one of my closest male friend who knows my family and who talks to my mother like old friends. =) sometimes, after talking to me, he can talk to my mother pulak. thats Hafiz. being in the same profession keep us talking none stop eventhough we are in a different discipline. overall, Hafiz is still and will always be a friend. he is not my material type of man.

i still dream for my rugged man. =) the man, when i look at him, i know he is the one for me.

it hurts.

Be in good health first and foremost.. Weigh ermm at least a 40kg.. To do an adv diploma in nursing.. Be an excellent & dedicated perioperative nurse. I want to canoe & rock climbing someday.. To get married! Haha.. Not so soon still..

abby.
adee.
adi.
afdlin shauki.
azlina.
aznita.
azuwa.
belinda.
dani.
dila.
dina.
eileen.
farain.
farhana.
fauzie.
hasan.
hidayah.
huzaifah.
janna.
kak ayu.
kak azrina.
kak khatijah.
maliza.
mardia.
maria.
mastura.
mingyu.
mira.
nafisah.
neng.
nuraini.
sahara.
shafique.
shahida.
shu.
sufie.
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uma.
valerie.
winny.

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