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Tuesday, October 07, 2008

torn into pieces, 8:31 PM

oh well. first, i lied to the cab driver when he asked if i am a clerk or a nurse. so, i said, 'clerk!!' i still do not know why i did that. soon if any cab driver asked if i am a doctor or a nurse, i'll say anaesthetist!!

Winny and i had a serious conversation about the career and ermm.. still vague though.

a friend called to tell me she getting engaged next weekend. boy! the first thing i said was, 'im sorry. ive got class to attend and i dont think im able to make it.' 'what time your class ends?'
'5' 'come by for a shortwhile after class.' alamakk! am i going to let myself go up there alone feeling like a loser. what the f!

come to think of this, im glad my poly friends are not into married married stuff probably except for one. i guess im just peer pressure. to snap back to reality, bukan ready sangat pun nak kahwin. heh heh.

there are a few things in life that i hate..
Failure
Feeling vulnerable
Weak
Excessive emotionally involve
Impulse decisions
Separation
Anger

and LOVE at the moment.

Shut up.
Shut up
Shut uuuppppppp!

it hurts.

Be in good health first and foremost.. Weigh ermm at least a 40kg.. To do an adv diploma in nursing.. Be an excellent & dedicated perioperative nurse. I want to canoe & rock climbing someday.. To get married! Haha.. Not so soon still..

abby.
adee.
adi.
afdlin shauki.
azlina.
aznita.
azuwa.
belinda.
dani.
dila.
dina.
eileen.
farain.
farhana.
fauzie.
hasan.
hidayah.
huzaifah.
janna.
kak ayu.
kak azrina.
kak khatijah.
maliza.
mardia.
maria.
mastura.
mingyu.
mira.
nafisah.
neng.
nuraini.
sahara.
shafique.
shahida.
shu.
sufie.
sufian.
uma.
valerie.
winny.

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