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Friday, October 03, 2008

torn into pieces, 9:19 PM

when i see Winny the day after PH, i blast all my sadness, uncertainty and worries to her. being herself, she always advise me to think positive and some other stuff. =) thank you, you. im glad you came along because my picking up period this time around is hmm.. HELL! haha. sometimes, i can be very very angry with myself!

yesterday, i assisted Mr Ben with lower limb arterial venous graft. today i assist him again with arterial venous fistula. im telling you i need a pair of loops too. mata dah juling. while assisting today, he asked, 'Ifa, you like Professor Ben's music or not?' 'since when you become Professor??' 'eh. you ah. cannot berangan a bit ah??' hahah. 'apparently, i begin to like your music. i see that you're quite a rocker person.' 'i just enjoy good music.'

thats Mr Ben. as for Prof, he have Red Hot Chilli Pepper songs in his ipod!! hehee. don't play play. sometimes, he sang Give it to me by Madonna. wahahha.

i also had a short lecture by Lincoln during surgery about man's erection. 'we must always stitch this way. see this mid line? if we do not follow this line, whenever he erect, it will be very tight. blahh blahh.' do you really have to do this, on a Thursday morning! shesshh.

during lunch, i had David and Sreedharan on the same table. David asked, 'did you lost weight druing the fasting month?' 'i did.' 'thats why you look smaller than before.' 'yeah. i got to eat lots of pizza!' 'you can try Sarpino pizza. its halal.' said Mr Sree. 'yeah. i heard about it but never try. should go and check it out some of these days.' 'yeah. there is one in Pasir Panjang.'

sometimes, i enjoy being small. sometimes, i dont.

Selena told me to becareful because David is observing me. haha. he knows i grow smaller. wahaha. come on. that man is married with 3 beautiful kids. i rest my case. =)

and i do not go for another woman's husband or boyfriend or fiance. thank you!

it hurts.

Be in good health first and foremost.. Weigh ermm at least a 40kg.. To do an adv diploma in nursing.. Be an excellent & dedicated perioperative nurse. I want to canoe & rock climbing someday.. To get married! Haha.. Not so soon still..

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