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Sunday, November 23, 2008

torn into pieces, 4:41 PM

i called Sara just moments ago if she could do me a referral to SGH after the bond in less than 2 years time. i told her about some basic stuff and she went, 'WHAT?' see, i told ya. i am not kidding here.

these two days are burn by just staying home and a quick lesson at BBDC. i kept asking myself what was that? Oh God. i had tightening pain over the chest. i freaked out. every small move hurts. it worsen in the middle of the night. at that moment i wish i keep my doctors number for emergency like this. at least, i can get an instant advice as to what should i do.

instead, i directed my way to a wrong person who is definitely insensitive about my pain. so you see, the chest area is in pain and by giving insensitive words makes it worst. unless, i had a throbbing headache and if i was given insensitive response, it hurts TWO different place! what a bloody wrong move. don't care to apologise too. i just don't want to start a fight and i left it the way it is. i can't forgive you at the moment but, i hope God will always forgive your wrong doings.

come on, it doesn't kill to be nice even to some people you hate the most especially when the person is in need of some emergency help. it DOESN'T KILL YOU. oh come on. you never know when is your turn by the way. i was asking myself if i found myself in situation where this person i hate the most or i used to hate like hell collapse in front of me. what do i do?

i cant ran away. mampus kau! no no no. i can't do that unless this person is a DNR status!

be nice.

but, anyway, i am glad it took place because, i think i know you better now. =)

thank you Riz. i cant wait to start our girly stuff from next week on. i am going to teach you to eat local food!! you're so spoiled, panget! hehe.

by the way, ive learnt a few 'tagalog' words. =P

it hurts.

Be in good health first and foremost.. Weigh ermm at least a 40kg.. To do an adv diploma in nursing.. Be an excellent & dedicated perioperative nurse. I want to canoe & rock climbing someday.. To get married! Haha.. Not so soon still..

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