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Monday, December 01, 2008

torn into pieces, 10:18 PM

i was quite reluctant to be in the hand theatre today especially with menstrual cramps and to assist TC today. these two stuff CANNOT come together. i'll blow up. as for him, he blows up all the time. thus, not a big a deal. thus, i am glad Winny is happy to exchange theatres with me. seriously, i rather face my vascular professor.

Prof asked when will i be going over to the major ot. after much discussion about mot, he asked, 'so Ifa, can i stress you a little before you go over? some mot pre-stress.' 'Prof, if you're stressing me now, i will decide not to go and i will cry.' he laughed. 'you're enjoying your last bit here?' 'yes, Prof.' but, alamakk. lupa nak tanya, 'Prof, do you think i will be able to cope in mot?' hahha. soalan favourite! seriously, i scrubbed for him more than i scrubbed for any other surgeons. he is one of the people involved in my initial period of training. time pegang artery forcep pun tak pandai lagi. Prof yang ajar okey! or when i am not fast enough and Prof gets impatient. but now, i get to hear him said, 'its okey. we will wait for Ifa.' hehee.

Farz kept asking me, 'betul kau nak pegi? betul?' they must have heard about it. everytime, i think about leaving these bunch of great people, i really cannot do it. we are like one big family here. i hate changes. probably, thats the reason why i can't do lane change during the initial stage. heh. especially when Ain, Kat and me will go for our practical lessons together after work. we had so much fun. or when Kak Siti drive us around or when Shano's bermudas melorot! hahah. or when Shano taught me parallel parking. or when i said something stupid. or when i lost the battle with Winny that Vit's child will be a boy which turns out to be a baby GIRL! hehee with full confident i told her, 'come on Winny. fork out the money. pay the bill!' hehe.

Sister is asking me who do i think can be the next O&G nurse and i need to pass a few of my responsibility here to someone. Gosh! she made me think that i am leaving tomorrow.

i'll miss here just like i miss Shaye and i miss someone very much. =)

i am listening to this...
keep bleeding keep keep bleeding love..

it hurts.

Be in good health first and foremost.. Weigh ermm at least a 40kg.. To do an adv diploma in nursing.. Be an excellent & dedicated perioperative nurse. I want to canoe & rock climbing someday.. To get married! Haha.. Not so soon still..

abby.
adee.
adi.
afdlin shauki.
azlina.
aznita.
azuwa.
belinda.
dani.
dila.
dina.
eileen.
farain.
farhana.
fauzie.
hasan.
hidayah.
huzaifah.
janna.
kak ayu.
kak azrina.
kak khatijah.
maliza.
mardia.
maria.
mastura.
mingyu.
mira.
nafisah.
neng.
nuraini.
sahara.
shafique.
shahida.
shu.
sufie.
sufian.
uma.
valerie.
winny.

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