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Wednesday, December 10, 2008

torn into pieces, 11:45 PM

the 5 hours case today ended 3 hours later. fast right. but after 3 hours, my trolley have accumulated to 3. its so sickening that at the end of the surgery, i have to face 4 sets of instruments to wash. however, it feels good to be appreciated when Dr Fan walked to the back to thank me. first surgeon ever to do that.

my night drive today is with Mazlan B who is known to be a fierce driving instructor. when i saw his name, i said SHIT. of all people. of all days. especially when im a little worn out today. so i told myself drive carefully, learn fast and dont make him angry and i did!! although the drive tonight doesnt feels smooth to me but, i feel alright. well, i guess his method of teaching is that he expect his trainee to listen to him closely and do as he say.

last night, i had another chest pain cum tightening cum dont know whatelse. after all the pain, i hyperventilate. what is wrong i really do not know. i am seriously thinking about an ecg but, dammit i dont like the idea of exposing. something i just learn about myself is that whenever, i am tired, i have chest tightening/pain at night or in the morning time the following day.

sigh..

anyway, colorectal Prof better be nice to me tomorrow!

it hurts.

Be in good health first and foremost.. Weigh ermm at least a 40kg.. To do an adv diploma in nursing.. Be an excellent & dedicated perioperative nurse. I want to canoe & rock climbing someday.. To get married! Haha.. Not so soon still..

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