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Wednesday, December 17, 2008

torn into pieces, 8:09 PM

i am a little sad after i had that conversation with Dr Alph during operation. patient was under general anaesthesia so, it was a 'free conversation'. after all the cases, one of the colleague said, 'Ifa, if you go, i'll be sad.' 'i am sad too. right now, i am sad. especially after i had a conversation with Dr Alph about the same thing.'

Winny is leaving in just weeks whereas, i have a month or so more. time flies really fast. i was more sad when fav surgeon said he doesn't have any list in mot.

life goes on. people stay. people go. sometimes, people love you. sometimes, people hate you.

i had my night drive with this instructor i am comfortable with right from the beginning. he came in for a surgery a month ago, admitted in day ward but was done is mot. wasted! before this, he told me that he was coming for ent surgery thus, i gave him some suggestions prior to the surgery. so, a month later which is two days back, he told me his experience. he said that he listened to my advice to eat the pain killers after he woke up and not wait till the pain starts biting. from surgery, we started talking about personal stuff. from that conversation, i know he is single too. we laughed at which other's foolishness. hah! it feels good getting to know man. flirting. seriously. after so long. so, a friend asked, 'is he good looking??' 'i dont know. i didnt get a good look because its dark and i face the road all the time. but, i can tell you, i love the conversation. its clicking.' ha! this is what i call a preview of the singles.

we had a caucasian man for surgery yesterday. i stood at reception just to smile at him before he was pushed to the ward. right after the glass door closed, i had a blast from Ain and Sufie. 'IFA! gatal eh.' 'but, he smile at me first and he is gorgeous!' im just appreciating God's gift for mankind. =)

ok. goodnight. another fast and furious day tomorrow.

it hurts.

Be in good health first and foremost.. Weigh ermm at least a 40kg.. To do an adv diploma in nursing.. Be an excellent & dedicated perioperative nurse. I want to canoe & rock climbing someday.. To get married! Haha.. Not so soon still..

abby.
adee.
adi.
afdlin shauki.
azlina.
aznita.
azuwa.
belinda.
dani.
dila.
dina.
eileen.
farain.
farhana.
fauzie.
hasan.
hidayah.
huzaifah.
janna.
kak ayu.
kak azrina.
kak khatijah.
maliza.
mardia.
maria.
mastura.
mingyu.
mira.
nafisah.
neng.
nuraini.
sahara.
shafique.
shahida.
shu.
sufie.
sufian.
uma.
valerie.
winny.

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