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Monday, December 08, 2008

torn into pieces, 9:32 PM

i talked to my parents about Palestine history over Rendang after Maghrib. i was very excited to tell them what i know.

as though they do not know, i asked my mum, 'mak tahu tak masjid Al-Aqsa kat Palestine which i thought all along it is in Mekkah. mak tahu tak orang Yahudi do this this that that. mak tahu tak kiblat pertama umat Islam dekat Masjid Al-Aqsa.'

of course they know!! haha. so much more than me.

so, my dad continue the story of Firaun and Nabi Musa AS which took place in Mesir. he continue to tell me about Palestine during Yaser Arafat time.

Mak continue to tell me about rukun haji. lepas ini jemaah haji pergi melontar, sai, tawaf haji, jatuh ihram. wuquf di Arafah, pergi Mudzalifah (i like this because its very near to my name!) hehe, then Mina. seriously, if you ask me about rukun haji, i know little about it. yes! shame on me. but, if you sit and talk to my mum about haji, be prepared to sit all day. she loves talking about haji. tu belum keluarkan gambar-gambar masa pergi Umrah. heheh.

i feel that i have just born. what was i doing when i should have read about Islamic history ages ago? where was i focusing on...? how come i dont know or know so little about Islamic history.

its like... are you a Muslim?
yes.
who is Imam Shafiee?
im sorry. who again...?

i was too busy with luxury lifestyle. i was too worried about the next pair of crocs i wanted. i was too worried between fendi or agnes b. i was too worried whether i am going to get married or not. i was too worried whether i can be independent enough to stand on my own feet after the breakup. i was too worried between fujitsu or acer. i was too worried about toyota rush or honda fit or lexus. i was too worried about cardio theatre or orthopaedics.

when..

in Palestine, the Palestinians are worried about no other than to see their love ones alive the next day or are there going to be food tomorrow.

i am going to be busy these few days to venture more about Islamic historicals. so, you'll see me leaving the library late, bringing home thick texts in spectacles. hehe. why am i not an undergrad today. heheh.

when i read about this, i feel so ermm.. the word is alive. i dont know how to describe how i feel but, i feel alive.

even so, Winny, you're always welcome to call me anytime you like. =)

it hurts.

Be in good health first and foremost.. Weigh ermm at least a 40kg.. To do an adv diploma in nursing.. Be an excellent & dedicated perioperative nurse. I want to canoe & rock climbing someday.. To get married! Haha.. Not so soon still..

abby.
adee.
adi.
afdlin shauki.
azlina.
aznita.
azuwa.
belinda.
dani.
dila.
dina.
eileen.
farain.
farhana.
fauzie.
hasan.
hidayah.
huzaifah.
janna.
kak ayu.
kak azrina.
kak khatijah.
maliza.
mardia.
maria.
mastura.
mingyu.
mira.
nafisah.
neng.
nuraini.
sahara.
shafique.
shahida.
shu.
sufie.
sufian.
uma.
valerie.
winny.

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