whenever i looked at Miya, it is as though i see the photocopy of me so, is likewise. after operation, we are as though baru balik perang! i am really not in a good shape that is all i can say.
i am assigned to theatre 8 where it is going to be a 4hrs 30mins surgery. i hate those patients who come for tummy tuck, lipectomy, liposuction unnecessarily. dah macam full renovation. i am so sorry. i am in a foul mood. but, i've really got to say this, bila makan tak berjaga-jaga. some that i know can come for liposuction every year! i will make my day better if i put on my surgical stockings tomorrow. i guess, i am mentally drain that is the reason why i am physically exhausted.
i have been taking care of my parents closely lately. their cholesterol, blood pressure, sugar intake, eye health because you know as people age, there is cataract to worry. osteoporosis to take care. so much about my grumbles, i am fortunate that i am a nurse today. i am like a reference book to the family sometimes. i just want to make everyone happy. i really do.
i can't stoop any lower. you made me feel so helpless.
