yesterday was awesome. i woke up at 0445 hrs. ring up Miya. hit the bathroom. we wanted to surprise Winny with the presence of Miya but, i kept telling her, 'us.. we.. ours..' you see, i am never good at this. i told Mardia i wanted to surprise her and i got a blast from Sara. hehe.
after too many accidental 'us.. ours.. we, i decided to tell her that i was with someone and i said i was with my bf.' she believed and said, 'i want to see him.' hehee.
when i saw her i went, Oh my God. what happened? she is so skinny like me. i am serious. she have braces on as well. after the hugs, i asked her if it is her braces or that guy that makes you lose appetite. she said, 'him.' 'let's go to US!' Miya claimed.
sigh.
if i knew that she hasn't been eating, i will drag her to dinner with me everyday. when you come back, we have the unwind session please. i am going to make you finish your food too. when i broke up, i ate pizza every week. i gain weight after i broke up. i was very skinny just before breakup. i was suffering and it was fasting month. heh.
Winny, if you're reading this, i need to see you in better shape please. it hurts to see you this way. you know how you always tell me to be happy because i should be. when i am sad, he won't care about me but, it is only me who felt it. you must do the same. we'll find a better man. i am sure.
i watched Bride wars yesterday and the only person i think of is Winny. =)
i am going somewhere tonight in hope to have a peaceful time alone and not see anyone i know. just sometime alone. i need that.
good day and happy holiday you guys. =)
