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Friday, February 27, 2009
torn into pieces, 9:09 PM

he is nice. i like working with him or for him.. =) he is always smiling, explaining stuff that i do not understand, answer my questions when i do not know and save me from my less favourite doctor once. hehe.

i told my close friends that i am looking for a new life partner. a soulmate. the man for me. the one God created for me. i guess, it is about time. i feel that i have more or less let go of the past somehow, someway, somewhere. :) Riz said, 'you look happy lately. how are things?' i went, 'REALLY??' hahaha. its more of coping. i am emotional right now. the fact that i am leaving this place soon makes me sad. i like everyone here even though they makan my hati sometimes.

i cannot imagine not going to day surgery ot every morning. i cannot imagine not calling Sufie or see Sufie at reception every morning or work with Farzila in theaters or look for Riz in recovery or Miya who will irritate me or be in theatre 1 which i call my home because i used to be in that theatre all the time or, be part of the IVF team, taking care of future pregnant mothers. most important, i am gonna miss that Philips radio in theatre 1 where i play my class 95 and make Prof listen to it. =)

i'll miss Angie. soon, i will be getting another teacher who will guide me through the rest of my coming  nursing days.

i'll miss everyone. in fact, i miss someone very much. =)

beside these missing business, i look forward to the next chapter of my life. thank you for the opportunity. thank you for answering to my prayers. i may not be the best scrub nurse. in fact, i don't want to be the best. i just wanna do my best.

adious.

good night. have a nice weekends gorgeous..

it hurts.

Ifa


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Be in good health first and foremost.. Weigh ermm at least a 40kg.. To do an adv diploma in nursing.. Be an excellent & dedicated perioperative nurse. I want to canoe & rock climbing someday.. To get married! Haha.. Not so soon still..

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