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Saturday, February 07, 2009
torn into pieces, 8:40 PM

i have been assisting lots of plastics surgeries lately. sometimes, i get off handed by telling myself that if i have lots of moneys, i will go for plastics surgery. hahahah. perhaps, rhinoplasty or fat injection or bilateral canthopexy or breasts augmentation...? full house renovation! that is what the girls at work call it whenever we have full body correction. but, i definitely do not need a liposuction!

however, i definitely do not like myself to go under the blade. may Allah deviate my thoughts ever about plastics surgeries or botox or anything that are sinful. hence, going to such surgeries will make me lose my identity, self esteem, confidence because why..? we tend to be more insecure time after time when some things change and rely on surgery for correction. body figure definitely cannot remain the same over time. face it.

moreover, plastics surgeries DO NOT take an hour to complete. it takes HOURS, many many hours! that is why i never miss surgical stockings when i know i have to assist plastics. especially, when she is for liposuction but her tummy look as flat as mine, you will hear me say, 'menyusahkan orang je.'

i have been spending today with books, dvds, books, dvds, books, dvds.. in the past, it is always books. however, i have been buying dvds, vcds and books every month. i can open a bookstore and a laser flair store already. hehe. my collection of books have been circulating at work and i am glad that they like my pick of books. one girl smsed me to say, 'Ifa, bring your best book tomorrow ya!' hehehe.

okey! got to go.

it hurts.

Ifa


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Be in good health first and foremost.. Weigh ermm at least a 40kg.. To do an adv diploma in nursing.. Be an excellent & dedicated perioperative nurse. I want to canoe & rock climbing someday.. To get married! Haha.. Not so soon still..

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