I just learnt a new song. Hanya Kau Yang Mampu, sang by Aizat AF5. i like it. a friend said, 'lagu ni dah nak basi. kau baru tahu sekarang.' hehe.
i went to my hiding place today. i am always there when i want to be alone or when i need to do some soul searching because there isn't any cute guys who can distract me. there isn't any couple around that i care looking at. when i am on leaves and have nothing to do, i visit this place. when i am sad or happy, i visit this place. i like this place because it is cosy, hidden and i always like this particular spot in it. someday, one day, perhaps, i introduce this hideout to the man i am going to marry to. =)
i am reading another book of Dorothy Koomson, Goodnight, Beautiful. Dorothy Koomson have made the story surreal, so devastating, so touching, so sad. it made me cry many times when i am reading it. if you like my pick of books, you would love this one because this is going to be my best book on my bookshelf just like how The Gift by Danielle Steel have touched many souls that i know.
back to Goodnight Beautiful. i am amazed by how the story line have made me repent to Allah SWT. recognise my mistakes and learn from it. i felt that Stephanie, one of the character in the book have represented so much about me. how selfish and insecure i was. how i could let my soulmate died not physically but in many other ways and it is a shame. it is better to be dead physically then dead inside silently. this, i promise, i never do that to anyone ever anymore. not even tomorrow or in a million years.
from this book, i learnt too that if you love someone, say it clearly. don't let him/her read in between the lines. it does not give direct answers. especially, stupid people like me don't read between lines. i capture the opposite answer all the time.
adious.
good luck to me tomorrow. Suresh theatre tomorrow.
