today, i feel that everything makes sense. those encouraging words Angie used to tell me when i was brand new. i never had second thought that i will ever be in the situation she told me because Prof asyik nak spelling je dulu. telinga ini boleh pekak. it is totally different now. when he sees unfamiliar faces, he look for me despite a senior nurse in the theatre. i am glad and thankful that he is more patient now.
so tell me, who said when mending a broken heart, you can't excel at work...? because you can.
one weird thing that Winny and i have in common is that no matter how hectic our weekends may be, we still look forward to working on Monday. give me any case i'll do it, that is what i used to say just to get my mind off things. hence, i make sure i make myself so tired that when i goes home, i think of nothing but sleep. whack the day flat. that is what i used to do too. =) kalau tak ada kerja, tolong theatre sebelah. hehe. somehow, it works wonders for me. probably except for my low mood days that is when i cried. i cry a lot in this life. when my compact broke down, i cry. when my sister got married, i cry. when i watch movies, i cry even if it is a happy ending. when i blog, i cry. when i see my photo albums, i cry. when i can't sleep at night and i have no one to talk to, i cry. when i can't lane change, i cry too. heheh. when i can't parallel parking, i can't be bothered to cry! =)
i got to go. good night.
