Winny and i were talking about life, past, work and future over dinner. i am glad that despite us being in a different department, we still meet at least once a week. i begin to feel this strong friendship between us. two girlfriends going through the same path but, probably differs a little in some ways.
just a week ago, i told her what happened and how i could spend so much time and effort to make her see things my way. hehe. i explain to her repeatedly why i did that. i know she love me that is why she scolded me because she doesn't want me to get hurt. the same goes to her. whenever she does something silly, i question her the benefits she gain out of it. despite all that must take place, we allowed ourselves to make mistakes, to be silly, to be insane and insensible because from there, we learn. but of course these do not apply to all situations.
today, we made promises. we promise to value many factors in our life by some actions we have to accomplish first. like... if i have a bf again, i will blah blah blah. i will not blek blek blek. most important, we will introduce our partners to one another. i see the sincerity in her eyes. you see, God is fair. He'll let you taste your medicine first before He arrange someone for you.
i am on rock bottom. =)
when i read my past past entries, i see myself grow if you know what i mean. i should really start thinking about getting this space private.
