yesterday is probably my last ORIF in day surgery ot. i am glad that i was with a fun team. Dr Jo and Dr Sam.
yesterday's surgery lasted for 3 hours. i am glad that i am more confident in assisting orif now. it was quite difficult for me as i move around. today, i do vascular, tomorrow ACL, the next day, dental.. thus, the catching up is not easy. especially whenever i assist ORIF, i fear the implants. jangan salah screw. kena screw kepala nanti. unlike plastics surgery, the screws are standard. orthopaedics is a little complex but still manageable.
during tea time, we were talking about which surgeon treat us well. i was TRYING to come out with someone. Corina, we labelled her as C. T's private nurse. because, of all nurses, he can only get along with her. thus, whenever his cases are listed here, she is always in his theatre. hehe. i told Sister to do that. hehe. but, of course when she is not around someone will have to bear the pain. =)
Miya said, 'Alph right?'
i said, 'Prof.' Jess said, 'yes. i can see that. he always look for you.' even when i goes to Riyadh, i will always remember Prof even if he will be nasty to me in mot. people change. i do not know. the day i decided to leave NUH, i marched to Prof's office or clinic or theatre or wherever and snap a picture with him. Professor's sarcastic remarks made a difference in my life. i never watch surgeries in youtube but, because of Prof and i don't want him to tell me off anymore, i watch, i read and i observe him.
then again, i am a human with feelings. i have my dislikes too. those surgeons i just wanna hantar tembak at Pasir Laba!
it is time to work on the thesis. enough about work for awhile.
how cruel can this man be...? i just knew.
i had another surfing about Riyadh hospitals. Ya Allah. make this happen. make this real for me. Riz said she wants to go Canada and she might be sending an application. she said it will take sometime, the process. i think i should send an application too. this is what i want to do even my parents cannot do anything about this.
Miya always said, 'Ifa, heartbroken hur...? Riyadh. running away. unhappy here? what are you searching in Riyadh?' hahaha
yeah baby! running away..? good. i am looking for an inner peace. peace. love. respect. identity. goals. dreams. independence. and, running away too. thank you. :)
