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Sunday, March 08, 2009
torn into pieces, 11:55 PM

if Mathew sees my face tomorrow, he will go, 'second favourite scrub nurse, what's wrong with your face?' when the face is like this, i never want to go to work, never want to go out, never want to see people and most important, never want to see any cute guys because, i don't want to let them see me like this. boo hoo.

i am very sensitive when people touch my face. what Farz call it, 'cium2 pun tak boleh!' hahah. especially, no dusting in front of my face. boleh jadi gaduh.

what i want to do tomorrow is go to work damn early because, not many people is around so that i can miss my bus stop guy (which i never wanted to).

Kak Ramlah and a few people said, 'sayang kau tak kahwin lagi. kalau tak aku boleh advice suami kau how he can help you.'

aha! i know this one.. the semen and sperm containing protein can help in pimple healing. :)

haissh. siapa punya pulak yang aku nak letak kat muka. ishh.

worst breakout ever. terrible. terrible. i didn't even go to class today.

tomorrow, i'll wear my tudung covering half of my face and huge shades. tak kisahlah ada matahari ke tak ada ke.  dammit. i need Mathew now. yes! Matt. you can bring me home now. :) some inside joke that we played on one another. hahah. andd andd, if you dont mind, i need something else too for the face ;)

i called Ming. the last time i saw her, her face is superb. FLAWLESS. i am serious. i seen her throughout my poly days and now, her face is amazing. if i am a man, i'll date her. her face glow even without makeup. so pretty. i want that face too! smooth brother smooth.

got to book this appointment soon with head and shoulder massage included. yes! i need a head massage. the wires are more than just entangled now. one day, when this face is as clean as a mirror, check it out baby.

i told Ming, 'i have no boyfriend and this face have turn like this. oh God.'
she said, 'not having a bf is the best thing in life.'

hahaha. yeah. i agree.

don't tell me you never open or peep the package i gave you. don't tell me you never played the cd i burnt for you. don't tell me you never read the book i constantly wrote when you're away. don't tell me because, i know you did.

don't cry anymore, Ifa..

this song Mad, sang by Ne Yo should hit the radio 2 years ago for some reasons.

it hurts.

Ifa


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Be in good health first and foremost.. Weigh ermm at least a 40kg.. To do an adv diploma in nursing.. Be an excellent & dedicated perioperative nurse. I want to canoe & rock climbing someday.. To get married! Haha.. Not so soon still..

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