i have been reading Danielle Steel's collection since school days and i have stopped reading for awhile because i find that her novels are a little 'draggy'.
however, having said that, when i picked 'Amazing Grace' by DS two months ago, i found a different insight towards Danielle Steel's novels. i like this word 'amazing' because it reminds me of somebody old because he is amazing and he still is. but of course, his amazement now have amazed me in a total different manner.
the story have made me learn about the different walks of life that we should respect. sometimes, from peoples' different walks of life, we learn from one another. i regretted for not reading much in the past to improve myself and the quality of life on some values i should have obtained by now. otherwise, i would have saved many precious, important elements in my life. nevertheless, in my dictionary of life, nothing is too late.
i remembered that morning when an emergency surgery was going on in a non-emergency theatre. Kak Yati told me to do an instruments count in eot while she attend to the emergency surgery. i done everything i could and she is not back yet. i went over. i saw her holding a non-coroners' tag. 'apa dah jadi ni....?'
from the whole morning, i collate that LIFE is TOO SHORT for misery, hatred, disagreements or even to think negatively. hence, life is too short to be watching FRIENDS everyday.. hehe..
major OT, have open my eyes. i pity the surgeons who have been standing operating since 0900 hours in the morning. i feel for the nurse who have to clear all the instruments. i feel for the patient who will be going through so much pain after the operation. i pity the nurses' varicose veins too. sometimes, we have no time to wipe blood stains off our clogs. the nurses are all the time busy and on the move. even during the weekends, they hold liver, hand, cardio and some other pagers i do not know.
it is back on nursing. =) perhaps when i am tired of it i call quit but, not until i weigh all the situation i foresee.
