I've been down for another throat infection. it always happen to me. at this crucial period, i hope to stay healthy always. Insya'allah.. especially with this swine going on.
I was called up a few nights ago by Izzad's financial consultant. i was a little surprise especially when she mentioned his name.. out of the many stuff she said, only a few sentences of hers enters the brain because, first, i wasn't feeling better and second, probably, i was more interested in listening to something else.
i told her i was rather surprise because it have been a long time since i last spoken to Izzad. she laughed and said, 'you're the first person in his referral list while he scroll his phonebook. you must have meant something to him.'
wahahhahahhha. i laughed. OUT LOUD. and muttered silently.. yeah. once upon a time.
i am surprised why he even bothered to write my name down..
but, at the end of the day.. i just took it as he just thought of me casually or probably to fill up the blanks or to make me stuck with his insurance agent.
but, whatever it takes.. i got to brush this off.
i smsed a friend about how i am quite settling in this moving on thing. having his name mentioned have brought uncertainty.
well... sure it is.. move on Ifa. move on.
because why?
he is way ahead than just move on. yeah.. at some point, you'll miss him. when you listen to my immortal, you want to call him..
unfortunately, it is just numbers.. a mobile number which you will never get a reply. because, he may be there but, he is not there at heart....
