work have been tiring and i am finding ways to enhance and reserve the energy as much for work. this weekend is studying time. i had too much of 'not studying' =)
on personal issues.
i am very very amazed by this moving on i am experiencing. it feels different. i was crying when i first experience it two weeks ago. i realised that i fear of moving on. i fear of losing it. i am afraid that i will never have the chance to get back again..
but, what is the point of still thinking, still yearning for something that is so broken. perhaps, he felt this ages ago. it is only now that i know how it feels like. i suppose my prayers are answered. i hope i am leaving this for good. i am sad. but, if i don't move on, i can never be moving on. i thought it is always been him. i thought he is the man. but, no one knows tomorrow.
i will never give up until i tried and i think i tried so hard now that i should leave it buried.
PS: i was hoping for a message from you when i text you that i got promoted which, i shouldn't have because it is never coming from you... anymore.
