I am very amazed by how major ot can tires me. heheh. despite the tiredness, i am trying to stay healthy all the time now.
life have been good. Alhamdulilah. at times i can find myself looking back but, eventually, i am certain with my moving on. Sufie and i were talking on the phone one night about this moving on thing. we were listing down the pros and cons. we were trying to compromise all the flaws. we come to a point where we find it too difficult to mend the broke-broken fracture. i don't know why i call it 'fracture' but, never mind. hehee. certainly, it does not involve the other party and me alone but, it seemed to involve the whole of his and my community. hehe. susah banget. thus, at one point during the conversation, i said, 'Fie, susah lah nak mend these whole thing. aku tak sanggup nak fix. banyak kerja. i rather start anew.'
i thank God for Azman Shah's presence. i believe i will move on eventually but, with him around, it kinda fasten the process. =) thank you, Encik. well, of course with his constant reminders to move on whenever i mention about him is helping in some ways.
