i received a text from SNB informing to update our particulars if there are any changes so that we can be activated when necessary.
the outbreak have made many people suffer but, the outbreak have brought a learning curvature for everyone.
as a healthcare professionals, ehem... i will give my best at preventing the spread of diseases. =) but of course, i will have to be at the optimal of health first. the medical professionals are on the move..
i can't wait to get back to the hospital and get my hands to help people.. ok Ifa. take an extra care of yourself from now on.. vitamins jangan action lupa nak makan! phhff.
i am trying to find the meaning to love. how do people experience love and how to express love correctly. why do love hurts sometimes and how can love bring happiness. why do people need love..
i understand with fitrah manusia memerlukan cinta. but, how do people express love CORRECTLY especially by not being too obsessive and stuff like that.. complexity lah benda ni..
i had a friend crying on my line last night. same thing the guy walked out with another girl. i felt her pain. she claimed that she'll be fine. well, i am sure she will be eventually but, looking at her this way reminds me of the fear to love and to know man even if it is just friends.
perhaps, it is about time i blog this.. ARE YOU GUYS READY....?
okey.. here it is.. few weeks ago, i was introduced to a friend by Ahmad. it was unexpected. i was on my way home from Farz's solemnization and i felt a little down so, i dialed Ahmad's no. one thing leads to another. i was introduced.
blah blah blah. he is an OK, nice man. that is my early judgements. for a friend, i am comfortable.
if my friends knows about this, i am going to score big time. thus, i am keeping him hidden for awhile until i feel right with what i am doing. having said that, i feel funny and weird how i am looking forward for his messages everyday. but, i am still firm with the no phone calls everyday. i am glad we abide with the rules we created. but, the looking forward is making me freak out.. what the hell, Ifa. come on. no reason to look forward. hence, i always tell myself that if i lose this one, i don't lose anything. in fact, i will not have problems picking up because, i am used to picking up my broken pieces. it is really okey.
however, this is the first time i feel that i have moved on. i never felt this way before. Alhamdulilah.
i smsed Izzad about stuff and he always ALWAYS always make me cry.. looking at us not killing one another now have made me at ease. very much at ease.
Ya Allah.. berkati kehidupan kami meskipun kami tak bersama.
i was asked this sometime back.. 'dalam hati tak ada orang lain kan?' Biar Tuhan sahaja yang tahu.. orang lain tak perlu tahu..
